It’s a Date, A Double Date!

I was pulled by Nathan and their girlfriend into a double date. As much as I wanted to, the date didn't actually turn out okay. It felt like I wasn't being myself and I kept getting pressured to be my friends I'm not. I didn't feel genuine, I felt the most fake I could ever be. It was also unfortunate that my date wasn't that cool either, they really triggered my pet peeve. Most of the time, they just kept scrolling on their phone and were just absorbed in their feed, while I did my best to keep my phone in my pocket and be in the moment. This is my first actual date, but I've hung out with a lot of friends and my hangouts were way better. It speaks volumes, honestly. I tried to have fun and my date was nice at the end, they bought me some coffee and they were nice when I was talking to their. But I'm not really going to push through with them, we couldn't find common ground and it wasn't that much of a good day.