Jul 14, 2023

Had several arguments with someone today and it's the first time I heard her crying. I feel so bad from it. Eventually, she caved in and said she wants to fix things together but I made a dumb choice at the moment and disagreed, saying that I don't want to fix things. We were still okay, and we actually calmed down as our shifts went on. In the evening, I slept and woke up thinking things through. I was in disbelief that I let my pride overcome me and hurt the girl I love. I had to do the right thing and swallow my pride. I gave her the usual "care packages" I used to give her and give her that Taylor Swift-themed necklace.