Progress Requires...

Today was the start of a usual Monday for me.

I also realized a big blunder I made at work, so I tried to rectify that. Lunch went on as usual, with me watching movie recaps of The Grudge. Around the end of my shift, I played "Buko" by Jireh Lim, then I showed my friends a trashy couple on 90 Day Fiancé.

My head was so annoyed and irritated that I wanted something done with my life. I looked at my health and I found out that I was dangerously on the brink. I am at my worst-ever state, period. I just realized how much of a low point I am in my life. But then I remembered this quote from my epiphany last year:

Progress requires a consistent, sustained struggle. A willingness to disrupt everyday life.

I need to make changes. I'm not going to let my spirit be beaten down. I made a promise to myself that I would do better for my future self and, even though I was on the brink, I'm not going to let my spirit falter. I'm not backing down without a fight and here we are again on a fight for my life.

And I worked out, too. Thankfully.