Oct 20, 2023

The day actually went through normally and, since it was a Friday, I was really happy about a lot of things. I looked forward to the weekend and I had to make it through 1 last workday. Today was pretty normal, as far as things are. But it's the evening that really made things bad.

I got off work as usual and my evening proceeded as it normally would. I was in a call with my friends and we both started playing our usual game of The Forest. We both cleared up a lot of caves at this point and got the keycard we need to complete the final mission. They asked me if I wanted to clear the game tonight and we both agreed to go. But then they had to leave immediately and I decided to play Wangan Midnight at the arcade in BGC instead.

I still wasn't okay. I just went home to watch a new episode of Loki Season 2. I didn't really feel that bad at the end, but I was just anxious and it pulled at a part of me which I'm trying to fix and grow from.