A Continued Struggle

I knew this would happen. I expected it, but at the same time, I didn't think it would happen. It's been 5 days, we have never talked to each other for that long and I thought it was the end of things. I guess not, honestly.

We got to talk and they reflected on some of their actions. They had their regrets and apologized for them. I told them that we still weren't okay until I've ranted to them, but I never did. I'm just gonna accept that things really are done in this way. It was awkward for us to talk again but we picked up where we had left off. Playing The Forest in our free time and I got to play Storyteller again. Things were suddenly okay, surprisingly, and I don't know if the past 5 days had any ramifications. But here things are.

I did, however, tell them one, simple thing: no more "goodbyes" or "we're not friends anymore" and they agreed to it. Saying goodbye, hello over and over again has been so tiring for me and I really don't wanna bid goodbye to the friends I've cherished and shared so many memories with for almost 2 years now. I've decided long ago that I'm going to stay, no matter what, and I asked them to do the same. Here's to them not breaking that promise.