Nov 28, 2023

I slept on time but surprisingly woke up an hour later than my usual time in. Someone tried to wake me up, and even call me, so that I can get up for work. I appreciate their efforts, but I sadly didn't wake up from them, still, haha.

Work was a lot today. It was very tiring and draining. I'm really starting to wonder if I'm burned out, like, really burned out. I personally think I'm burned out. With how 2023 has been, I kind of feel like I just want a really long rest. A breather from things. Unfortunately, I could only dream of those as I attended meetings and I was faced with something that rocked me to the core.

I personally felt weak. I was able to compose myself for a bit afterward.

In the evening, I played several rounds of Lethal Company with my friends and Luan again. We played Phasmophobia again shortly after. It was fun, but I guess Phasmo wasn't as scary anymore since I wasn't that afraid. After playing for a few rounds and winning, the evening still had me worried about a lot of things. I paced back and forth, giving myself a pep talk because I was so close to being emotionally on the edge. After calming myself down, I got to work on my problem and fixed 2 of them. So that was nice. I'm still shaken, but thankfully not stirred anymore.