Feb 13, 2024

I stayed up late again tonight until 6 a.m. just being in a call with my friends, watching analog horror and scary YouTube videos with them. I slept for a really long time and, when I woke up, I felt like I wasted half of the day already.

I did some other things in the afternoon that weren't important. I also helped some guy transfer crypto in his wallet and it was such a hassle, it also took some of my funds. It was a stress on my head on an already-stressful day, on what was supposed to be a stress-less week.

To recoup my mood, I decided to go out to Glorietta and hang out there for a while. I got to play Wangan Midnight for a bit and I used the power bank at a Starbucks. While there, I heard "All Is Found" playing on the speakers and I remembered how good of an album Frozen 2's soundtrack was. I fully charged my phone and I felt okay exploring other parts of Makati that I knew. While walking, I was talking to Kai and catching up on her things as well as life updates.

I went home and the ride home was absolutely scary! I thought I was going to faint or fall off the motorcycle. It was absolutely scary to experience that while listening to songs from Frozen 2. But I got home safe and found a new wallpaper to end the evening.

Additionally, during the afternoon, I had to install Instagram for a bit and I found a notification from that new person. They messaged about me disappearing on them or something, and it struck me as creepy because I know she wants to get back so she can have more of my money/ask money from me again. If she genuinely cared about reaching out, she would send me an email or something. But she doesn't, and she's really into me because of the money I gave her. It was so creepy and I was honestly frightened. It's been 2 days since I cut her off and she's still reaching out. Meanwhile, the girls I cut off from before have stopped reaching out after I stopped entertaining them (+ they had nothing to gain from me anyway), but this one was relentless because she's probably thinking of how much money she can siphon out of me. I told my friend about it and they agreed that it was creepy as hell. Thankfully, I'm not stupid enough to go back on IG and use my account again, not while that girl is still there.

Good God, I better learn lessons from this.