Feb 25, 2024

I got into a really bad fight that involved crying and breaking down. Unfortunately, that didn't happen to me, though, and I was able to steer my emotions away from sadness. I just had a lot of stuff that I had to get rid of in my chest.

In the morning, nothing happened and I just tried to handle some medical stuff for work. I walked home, which was exhausting, and I played a few rounds of Overwatch with my RC friends. It was okay, but we kinda ran into a few issues while playing and we didn't snag as much wins.

In the evening, things were really bad. I got into a whole fight/argument with someone and they basically were told down about a lot of past things that they don't want to remember. I brought it up as an example, and I was able to bring back some things from my past that I've been hiding. But that was mostly it for my side, and I still felt like crap at the end since we didn't really resolve anything. The whole fight took 3 hours or so and it was mentally draining. Things didn't end well and we just transitioned into the next routine of the day. We stayed up watching analog horror and it was okay enough.