Feb 28, 2024

I woke up pretty tired today, I couldn't actually push through with giving someone a free breakfast. It actually took me a long while to wake up and I had a lot of messages constantly coming in throughout the morning.

My spirits were still high in the morning, however. I was still anxious from yesterday, but things seem a little better. I got to do my work tasks and things were the usual kind of busy and okay. I still was able to treat someone food out of the kindness I have and I got myself take out as well. The chicken from Tokyo Tokyo was delicious but it was small as hell, I was happy that they were at least generous in giving their gravy.

While lunch was going on, I was just watching The Horror Mine on YouTube and then finished eating, then the afternoon continued as usual.

The evening was kinda lonely, for some parts. I took a nap for an hour and then didn't know what else to do with my time. I tried to review some Amazon stuff, and then joined a call with my RC friends on Discord. We had a lot of our bros on call and we played a lot of Overwatch matches. We had a full stack while playing and it was honestly really nice to play FPS games again. I missed this feeling of being on call with bros, playing FPS games and destroying the other players (even though we got our asses kicked in comp continuously). We all eventually peeled off call one by one and that ended our gaming session.

I just did some minor things and upkeep on my code repositories and ended the night there. For some reason, I couldn't help get rid of this uneasy feeling I got from my anxieties a few days ago. It's a really heavy weight on my chest. I'm so anxious for 2 major events in the upcoming months and it's so hard to carry around.