Mar 17, 2024

Something just felt off today. I felt like I was anxious for the whole day, but I can't share why. I guess, deep down inside, I'm really frustrated.

I tried brushing it off in the evening by going out after eating dinner with my sister. I tried to play Wangan Midnight for a few sessions and actually got pitted against more skilled drivers. Even though I had collected all I needed, I still played a few versus battles. A group of 2 drivers were really aggressive with pushing my car when racing which really got me fired up and infuriated. BIBI's song really helped dialed in my mood and I was so frustrated. I smoked 1 of the idiots that tried to pit my car and won against them, but I never won against them in the subsequent matches.

I immediately cooled down after leaving the area to walk around for a little bit. I saw my cousin working at his workplace, and walked to the Korean store I know. I ordered that Samanco fish ice cream I like for myself, and got another one, and ordered some Buldak ramen for myself to eat over the week. I sang along to some of the K-Pop music in the store, and it was weird because I heard STAYC's Bubble playing over the speaker, and I was just playing it a few seconds ago through my earbuds.

So eventually I got home, got a few topics on my Amazon exam done and eventually slept while still feeling some of that anxiety and frustration left over.