Which Choice?

Today started out pretty weird. I had a small argument with someone and we just chatted, and she was actually waiting for an invite the whole time. I didn't invite them for VHH until very later because had a small argument going on. I thought she was busy because she took so long to reply. She also gave out lazy replies. I was really at a tipping point and I almost didn't push through with VHH, but I decided to push through and eventually got to invite them to the call. I felt alright, but the call was really awkward. She asked me what we were doing here and I decided to just play a horror movie to ease the tension. Eventually, I offered them food and they accepted. They got palabok with fries and I got 2 pieces of chicken with palabok. We just watched scary military ghost stories while eating and then they went to sleep thereafter. I disconnected them from VHH, and since I had 1 piece of chicken remaning, I gave it to my sister who was now awake and I slept for 2 hours or so.

Then work continued and there was A LOT OF IT. I was drowning in tasks today, and I was asked to do some really dumb WordPress stuff that I absolutely hated and put off until the last few hours to do because I wanted to prioritize the DevOps tasks. I had so much to do, and was only able to get into VHH around lunchtime. We spent lunch together but they mostly slept during the call. And when we came back at around 2 p.m., I was busy with meetings and someone eventually disconnected. I did a lot of stuff in the afternoon as well and my hands were full until the time I left for work at around 5 p.m.

By the evening, I was playing Left 4 Dead 2 with someone in VHH and then the guys from RC called me. They invited me to go clubbing with them and I was forced to make a choice. Not only that, but Julius insisted that he come over today so I can install Linux on his laptop. When we finished playing Left 4 Dead 2, I thought I was in the clear and that I would be free for the evening and I can party with the guys. Nope, as it turns out, I was asked if I was willing to be in VHH with someone. So, my order of decisions turned out to be this:

• Partying with the RC boys
• Accompanying someone for VHH
• Helping Julius with his laptop

So I was met with 3 choices that all diverged how my future would go. Great, just great. I was kinda sad at the thought that I wouldn't see my RC friends because I already knew the decision I was going to choose. It was dumb and my reasoning for going with option #2 was lame. I decided to prioritize Ela for this one, because of that 1 decision in January 2022. I could've easily lied about this, like the many times I have, but I just decided to go through with accompanying Ela for VHH. I also factored in the fact that I might oversleep outside and miss tomorrow's aespa movie with my sister. I was still cheesed off, but I just decided to sleep.