Jun 15, 2024

Saturday continued with me still accompanying someone from last night. I was supposed to be with them throughout their whole shift because I had a free day today. We mostly watched horror videos from Sapphire and SNARLED, then we watched other analog horror videos. They mostly slept on and off throughout the whole thing. Nothing much happened until dawn. Someone challenged me to make a postcard and I had to reboot to Windows and use Photoshop again. I tried my best to make a postcard and we showed each other our work. I was surprised because her design was better, and she didn't just download an image (what I did) but she composed a new image out of existing ones. It was pretty artistic but we both got a thing or two from each other because they switched fonts after seeing my work. We continued to talk about other things and I revealed something I kept from the past that somehow scared her. We talked about other things after that, with them trying to insist I was gay but I wasn't falling for it. She immediately disconnected and did other things.

I got some rest and woke up really late for meditation class again. I was really sad that I didn't attend today and just considered continuing it for next year. I continued with my afternoon just doing random things. By the evening, Exavier and I played Sons of the Forest. We explored a few areas and they agreed that it was a pretty chill game. When we got into the caves, though, we mostly had a hard time. We were killed several times by mutants and we had trouble fighting them off. Thankfully, we didn't lose our items or anything. We got stuck at the cave where people got the ancient armor and had a very difficult time getting out. It was chill at the start, but I just wanted to escape by then because the darkness was disorientating. We eventually escaped and pledged to get a lot of equipment before we traverse the next cave for the next week. We left it at that and I continued doing random things for the evening.

Today was fun, but I looked forward to playing with someone else. We had made a plan for it and I thought it would be a highlight of my weekend, but it didn't really pull through and I was just left disappointed. My day was fun regardless, but it felt awfully lonely and lacking in the in-between moments. I felt a little disturbed for some reason so I didn't sleep this evening.