Delete Message?

In the early morning, during my time accompanying someone for BFT, I was kind of sleepy and dozing off. I told them that I was watching YouTube, but I was really sleepy that night and was kind of dozing off. We were still in VHH at the time but someone had already left earlier because of their laptop or something. But we went back to VHH by 12:39 a.m. and things were okay. I was just in VHH streaming stuff from SNARLED or Rob Gavagan when someone logged into Sky and played with Nicole since she was still awake. She showed me screenshots of them playing and it was okay for me, I didn't join them in on it. VHH continued as usual with them sending stuff from Reddit to me and then I told them about Giselle and Karina's old pictures and videos. Eventually, I had to leave at around 4 a.m. and that was that.

Come morning, I woke up really late and timed in late as well, at around 9:57 a.m. I felt sick to my stomach that I had been so late today and I just felt hammered. Someone asked me to help them in Sky because they got stuck and I tried to help them, but I just couldn't get them out of it. They kept falling in an area of the Vault of Knowledge and I tried to suggest them to log into my FB and have me fix it, but they didn't want to and just focused on work. I had a lot of things piled up today and someone was still talking to me, asking me if I had the venue all straightened up and such, but I haven't I felt really, really pressured. They also told me that they were going back to Lubiran come August. They kept pestering me about this venue when I was neck-deep in catching up on my things and I just felt super annoyed. Unfortunately, all of this led to an anxiety attack and I just really had to step away from things. The right thing I did was to lie to someone and my superiors, saying that I was suffering from general sickness and nose bleeding. Of course, someone would be hurt if I told them they contributed to my anxiety attack, so I'm glad I just played it cool and told them my nose was bleeding and that I was really sick.

I needed to step away from everything so I went to Starbucks on 32nd Street in BGC to clear my head of all of this. I went at around 1 or 2 and tried to finish some mood calendar stuff, but I just couldn't at all. My laptop wasn't charging and the stupid connector was somehow wet. I tried my best to charge it to no avail, it even showed a low battery message. I just gave up and decided to do my mood calendar at home. While on the way home, I couldn't message someone, and that led them to delete 2 sent messages to me. When I got home, I felt really pissed off that they unsent their messages and played off with the lie that I was sick and couldn't respond. Someone also invited me to play Sky and do a run with them for grandma and the turtle. I stalled for a bit because I was still doing the mood calendar and logged in, I just passed by them and didn't pay attention to them.

Then it devolved into an argument.

My side was angry that they deleted messages despite me not replying to it for only a few minutes, they claimed that it was normal and that they didn't want to be left on read so they deleted their messages. It was a battleground and I didn't want to give up my side. They kept calling me childish and even started a countdown timer despite me thinking of a proper response. I called them toxic because of it and they got mad, they even changed their name to mercury because it was toxic. It kept going on but it was stopped when someone said that aespa released the MV for HOT MESS. When things came back, they reiterated their stance. They tried to strike a deal with me for not getting mad at deleting messages but in return, they have to not delete their messages in the first place. It didn't make sense since I knew them and they're the type to break agreements so easily. The fact that they were hinging on me not being mad was just the confirmation I needed to make sure that they were going to break this in the future and reap all of the benefits of a broken agreement. I kept saying no to this and they hit me back with the whole leaving thing, essentially saying goodbye. It even had a segment where we came back to the fight just last month. Then someone had to eat and returned. They asked me to make ChatGPT write an agreement and we struck a deal wherein both of us would have clauses, like someone is allowed to delete after 2 hours but they would have to screenshot it for reference. And I would not get mad at it. It seemed like a pretty sweet deal and I accepted it, which led to both of us signing it.

When all was said and done, they asked me to collect lights and I invited them to VHH. We kept talking, I showed them the new capes coming this month then they had to leave to talk to their mom about moving and stuff. They asked me if I would still stay up for later during BFT and I said yes, and we talked for a bit but that essentially ended the day.