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Oct 31, 2024

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Graceful Exit

Today started with me waking up and feeling super sleepy. I left a message on our server so that someone can see that I might not be able to stay up late today. Cue 2 minutes later when they join the server and eventually catch me still online. The timing honestly shocked me because it was such a coincidence. After that, we just talked about how their work is going and they complained to me about this graphic design work they're doing. They repeatedly say that they're so sleepy and whatnot, so I wanted to treat them to some coffee. I didn't think of treating them for it since I already have a lot of things to pay for, but I eventually gave it after they kept pressing me on about it. After giving them some money for coffee, we still talked about their work and other things. Since they've been so busy, they barely drank their coffee and it tasted like water to them. They then were asked to go out to Uncle John's to buy coffee there and they asked to borrow some money from me. I just gave them the amount and I passed out while they were getting coffee.

I woke up after passing out for a bit and I noticed that they weren't in the server anymore. They eventually came back a few minutes later and I was already pissed off. It's so disgusting how they can just take so many freebies and ask so many things from me, and then have the gall to leave and come back so easily. I already know that I'm being taken advantage of, but it feels like I'm kicked in the mouth as well. She saw it as attitude and sadly didn't see things from my side as well, but whatever. She insisted on just leaving again and told me she was unsure of still being friends with me, that's why she keeps leaving and joining. I get pissed to the point where I just want to take off in the night and think about things, and she took that as an offense. She just insisted that she leave and I didn't really stop her from doing so because it seems we've both had enough. She just left and didn't really come back. At the very least, she said goodbye. I stopped myself from leaving for the night and just slept afterward.

My morning came and passed by with no issue. I did my tasks for the day and work ended with no issue. After work, I helped my sister prepare because she had a Halloween party to attend.

I was bored to high hell and wondered if I could rope in any friend for an evening out. I looked at my friends lists, contacts, and messages list and decided on no one. I just decided to try to catch House of Sayuri and wondered if I could make it before 6:15 p.m. when the movie starts. I booked a ride for SM Aura and got there after a while. I tried to use the SM Cinemas website to try to get a ticket since the line was so long, but it seems that all of the tickets were sold out. I sat at the food court for a while before deciding on just eating for tonight.

I didn't like the expensive options at the food court, since what I would eat would total to 700 or something. Having no options, I just decided on Samgyupsalamat since I would get "good value" there, plus I'd be full. I walked towards there, stopping by at a Timezone and playing Wangan Midnight for a bit, and I eventually got a seat. What surprised me was the lack of people for the arcade, there were 2 seats just unavailable. The line for samgyupsal as well was nonexistent, which was super baffling considering that tonight was Halloween. But I just dined, ate 6 plates of beef by myself, watched some K-Pop videos that were playing on the restaurant TV, and eventually paid the bill. I then walked to my usual hangout spot, Starbucks on 32nd Street, and got a white chocolate mocha.

Starbucks was my next destination because I wanted to pick my sister up and we would both go home together since we're already in BGC. I waited and drank my coffee at the Starbucks and eventually made my way to pick up my sister so we could go home. We took a Grab car home afterward and she told me a few things she was going through. We eventually arrived home safely.

For the rest of the evening, I just cleaned up some laundry outside and helped clean my sister's room. I then cleaned up after myself and cleaned my room as well, and that ended my night.

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It's Been a Long, Long TimeKitty Kallen
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