Going Bald

I made a conscious decision today to go bald and have all of my hair shaved off. I just had to let go of it. It symbolized a lot of my anxieties, fears, and self-doubts. I also wanted to let go of it since I'm going to a point in my life where I need to get things together. I felt different after shaving it all off and I also found out that I had psoriasis on my scalp. Maybe going fully bald was the best option after all.

In the evening, I told Max and Meryll about it. I also deleted a profile that I had and vowed to not meet any more people for now until I get my act together. I'm not going to get into relationships with anyone either.