Feb 26, 2025

I really felt like shit today. I woke up from yet another dream about talking again with someone and then not seeing them anymore. It was really sad. It kind of ruined my morning and this sprain isn't helping. It just compounded with the fact that I don't have any friends right now who I can free talk or vent to. I felt so alone today. Work passed by as usual and nothing else happened.

During my free time in the evening, I looked back at some of our old recordings and I heard their voice again in months. I cried when I remembered that they would just randomly sing or say something weird and their mannerisms were kind of like mine. I cried a lot because I miss them so much. I did my best to calm myself down and reassure myself that I'll find someone better, but days like these made me just miss having someone to spend the entire day with.