Mar 10, 2025

There are some days that aren't worth writing about and there are also some days I SHOULDN'T be writing about. Today was supposedly a normal day but it almost could've ended up in a disaster. My day continued as normal and work was also usual. But things got worse after work.

I was so rocked. It felt like my mental health would collapse but I had to keep it together because I had a meeting late at night. This was honestly on the grounds for a deeply traumatic event and I'm just extremely sad that no one's here to look out for my mental health, even though I always try to be there for others. I'm the counselor and I try to help the mental health of others, especially with someone, but damn I just realized that no one is here for me.

To reduce whatever trauma I got from this, I just ordered anything to make me feel better and things were mostly calm and okay by the evening. Earlier, I was thinking that if I was selfish and didn't do anything, I would be on a different timeline and I am fucking glad to be on this side of the timeline.