Invisible

Today was actually quiet, like super quiet. I was actually alone on this day in the office and I didn't have the other team with me, so I was actually just alone in my corner of the office for the entire day. I saw so many people here but knew no one. It was crazy because I just felt like a face in a sea of faces. Being alone in such a large group made me think and I think I prefer to be invisible.

I'd like to be invisible for now.

I've been in offices where everyone knows each other's stuff. Small offices where everyone knows each other's names. And now, I'm in an office where I could never know everyone's name. Not even the people who've stayed here for years know everyone. I pass by them, they pass by me. We will never interact with each other and we might not even see each other again. I think I like this part of my new life the most. It's so refreshing. I'm so sick of everyone knowing my name, my story, my everything and now is the actual first time in my life where I'm treated as just another person with no name, who just exists.

Today was a pretty productive day and I ate good food at Tim Ho Wan today, I even had some llaollao for myself to eat while doing work. After that, I went home and just relaxed for the evening. I mostly gave advice to my sister and made Energen before sleeping so I wouldn't have to sleep on an empty stomach.