Nov 4, 2025

Tuesday started off weird. But ultimately, it wasn’t anything noteworthy and we just did it, which was nice enough.

Eventually, my friends open up about deciding to leave or give me space because they noticed that I have been frustrated. They thought that if they stepped away, I would have time to find my new person and I just pointed out their hypocrisy in having another former lover in their life and still having them in their current life, while they want to push me away. Things were okay after that and they didn’t really move away or anything. Shortly after that, we were okay and then left the call.

For the rest of the day, nothing much happened and I just did my usual round of work. I had a small dispute with my friends in the evening because I “accidentally” typed ”h” in our chat asking if we’re game and then my friends said that they were just waiting, but then it led to this argument that was quickly dispelled. But it’s just weird that bullshit arguments like this spring up from time to time. We were okay by the end, though, and we just got in a call watching scary YouTube videos. She also remarked about the song I was playing, so that was nice that we had a very regular call and conversation after all that transpired today.