Nov 19, 2025

I was so bored this Wednesday. So I just decided to post something on Reddit about how I don’t have a date and that I bring my plushie to watch over my seat when I’m going to the bathroom. I got a lot of message requests from people and it was kind of overwhelming. It was the first time I got a lot of message requests and people wanting to talk to me. I tried to talk to a few of them in the hopes that I might actually meet someone interesting, but I just had so many people come in and send me messages. I couldn’t keep up but I was able to talk to a few of them, for what it’s worth. My night shift continues on and my friends shows me the Starbucks tumbler that I gifted her, which was nice. We also make this playlist of Korean Christmas songs that we know and they asks me to help with some of her work stuff. Eventually, I time out and I still accompany her and we stay on call just talking about random stuff. In the morning, they shows me her AirPods Max and they puts some stickers on it. I also get some wet food for Tanuki, and it was expensive as hell. It was 3,200 for wet cat food and I just shook my head in disbelief over the amount of effort I’m putting for this girl who won’t even listen to my problems lol. Shit like this is the reason why I desperately want to find a new person so I could start a new, better life with them, and actually go and be with a person who’ll appreciate my effort. But I still stay on call with her and they streams some Cookie Run Kingdom while we call. Eventually, our call ends and I get some rest before I’ll wake up again later today to attend dinner at Buffet 101. I eventually wake up and then book a ride to Buffet 101 where I’ll be having dinner for tonight. I’m glad I was at this buffet and had good food. My friends eventually invited me to play with them and Luan and they were just waiting for me. I booked a ride home after that and played with them. It was still fun, so I enjoyed my day. Lastly, at the end of the day, I received my 13th month pay. It was honestly the most surprising amount of money I had ever received in my entire life. I was just surprised, even though I wasn’t a stranger in getting more than 100K. But since my debt was more than 100K, I kind of felt sad that this wasn’t enough. I could have honestly used this money so I could treat myself and get on a plane somewhere, but instead I’m paying off credit card debt that I’ve racked up, and this still wasn’t enough. I just sighed and ultimately promised myself to get on that trip abroad next year. I started my night shift just fine as my night went on.