May 31, 2026

Sunday still had me doing the same stuff as yesterday.

After what seemed like an eternity and after having a massive headache, I finally took a break. My sister woke up after a while and I talked to them about the movie and she eventually decided on watching Obsession (2026). I came up with a plan to just have us and her boyfriend watch Colony (2026) next week Saturday. She agreed and prepared to do laundry and other stuff while I got some sleep.

I woke up around 2 p.m. because I was so tired and I slept so late. I didn't really do much aside from doomscroll, order and eat food, and play Clash of Clans for a bit. It was fun and the kind of mindless fun that I needed after stressing myself out for a good part of the day.

In the evening I got pretty lonely and eventually decided to write about my feeling of giving up on a dream. I was so sad writing it and I cried while trying to write it. It just made me immensely sad and my current life didn't look any better. For the rest of the evening, I was just thoroughly sad and lonely. I talked to someone a bit, but I mostly just listened t that was it.