Jun 17, 2026

Wednesday was pretty alright as far as days go. I woke up way earlier than scheduled and so I had a lot of free time but also lost sleep in the morning. I had enough energy to go on the treadmill and I started my morning right, as much as I could. I also ate breakfast that my sister cooked and then caught up on some Re:Zero episodes.

For the rest of the day, nothing much happened. Work came and went. I talked to someone but we didn't really have a long, coherent conversation and I replied whenever it was convenient for me, as opposed to always replying as fast as I could.

They invited me to play that new Fears to Fathom game called Scratch Creek but I told them I'm not available on Friday nor on the weekends but I said I was free for Monday. They said that they noticed me distancing myself from them, but I told them that I'm treating them as they always are, as a friend. Friends are disappearing these days and I don't want to spend much of my time on a flight risk when they just tried to leave sometime ago and I suspect they have been busy with other people, so I'm not allocating as much time on them anymore and are just a friend. They were a friend anyway, we're not involved, so it's not something that should weigh on my mind, but somehow it does. Before I could tell them that they've been distancing more, they went to sleep and I just wished them a good night. I barely did much after that as I passed out at around 8 p.m. or so.