Apr 15, 2024

Today was absolutely horrible. I don't know why, but I couldn't sleep since last Sunday and I couldn't really sleep, even though I've tried. I got that weird acid feeling while trying to sleep, so instead of sleeping, I went outside to buy a breakfast meal that won't trigger my acid reflux. I went outside to get some wheat bread, non-fat yoghurt, and spread. I basically had those as my only things to eat for the entire day.

Work began and I had a pretty light workload today. Things were supposedly doing okay. In my break, I had time to play Left 4 Dead 2 with a friend and we had a difficult time trying to kill the zombies in the carnival stage. It was pretty weird since I wasn't playing L4D with Rachel nor Exavier and no one is spilling tea while the game was going on. Left 4 Dead 2 is one of my "therapy games" where I just turn off my brain and rant, talk about random things to my friends. But this time, things were fairly focused on the game. I guess my lack of sleep hampered my skills because we died twice and ended the game there.

By the afternoon, I got off work and something bad happened out of nowhere. It was only for a bit and then I just slept to get back the sleep I had lost.

Even though there were some bad things that happened today, I tried my best to handle it and I can say that I did well, despite the overwhelming pressure from not being able to sleep.