KABOO-Wait, What?

Today was supposed to be my first day without someone. I fully expected that today would be the day that I'd be without her. Our day started with us continuing to play Overcooked 2 from last night. Eventually, we all had to disconnect and leave Nicole's server for the evening, then we went back to VHH. For their time in BFT, I would be alongside them and we'd watch horror videos from SNARLED, and only videos from Sapphire Sandalo's playlist. We also watched the MACARBE video from Horror Mine. I tried waking them up now and then, I generally just watched over them while they slept during BFT. Nothing happened much during this time.

By the morning, around 7:30 a.m. or so, they were called into a meeting while they were dozing off, which surprised me and actually made me laugh because they had no meetings and updates while I was watching, but for this time they had a meeting. Their meeting finished at around 8 a.m. and we were supposed to leave each other's side. But something unexpected happened.

We had a small argument/discussion about what would happen. They came to the conclusion that they couldn't do cold turkey because they felt that they would message me again. We had the same argument that they didn't want me to have feelings for them and that I should move on. They even tried to get me to hate them, but obviously, it didn't work since I was stubborn. What ended up happening was that I would just be someone they play games with and that I should try to move on regardless. They said that they didn't care if I still had feelings for them as long as I could be a friend like that. I agreed and we continued to play Tekken 7 and then left VHH with that understanding.

I slept for a really long time after that whole morning kerfuffle. I woke up at around 7 p.m. or so, and with a big headache. But thankfully my foot was feeling way better. I was supposed to play Sons of the Forest with Exavier this evening, and then I was to play with Rachel after that. I eventually asked Exavier to call me on Discord while we were talking and I gave him a few pointers and tips about the game. We had fun and Exavier eventually learned the basics of the game. They picked up quickly and I was playing while eating the Mang Inasal take-out I ordered for my sister and I. We got the rebreather and explored some parts of the land until Exavier ran into Internet problems and disconnected from the game. We eventually said that we'd play some other time again and I went on to have a short break before I would play a game with Rachel.

I asked Rachel what game we'd play and she said Lethal Company. So we had a few rounds of that and she mostly just talked to me and about our friendship. I also told her about that weird predicament I got into and she initially made fun of me for being so stupid in love, but eventually understood me because that's how I was. She was drinking soju during our playthrough and mostly talked in English, and that's what surprised me because I only felt comfortable talking in English with someone. I wasn't able to fully converse with her in English, but I did have a few good lines. She told me that there were a lot of things fucked up with me, and she said that it was the case for her, and that's why we are good friends. I found it cute even though I was surprised by the statement. I also drank some of that Jack Daniels x Coke can and couldn't finish it because it tasted a bit disgusting. We had a good run and things were generally light and funny. Eventually, she had problems with her Internet connection and disconnected from the game. I called the day off with that and did a few random things before going to sleep.