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Jul 16, 2024
Tue
Last Day in Sky
I met someone new on Omegle today and I suddenly invited them to watch 500 Days of Summer with me. I was surprised that they knew some of the songs in the movie. They were also really fun to talk to. To her, it wasn't that sad and she said that it ended on a happy ending, so it wasn't really a sad movie for her. We talked for a fair bit after that. I felt guilty about talking to someone else, but then I remembered how someone was talking to some guy right now, so I just relished my time talking with the girl. We eventually left the call and I talked to her on Instagram for a bit before going to sleep. It was cute that she wished me a good night.
Work continued as usual with nothing really noteworthy going on aside from the girl's messages showing up on the screen while I was screen sharing. But after that, I just did my work.
In the evening, I decided to just not play Sky and kind of do a reset for my account. I was going to give away all of my candles and lose all of my winged lights. I did this over dinner and mostly left my sky kid to lose all of their winged lights. I was also really sad when I looked at screenshots of me playing Sky with someone. I exclaimed to God that I had it perfect and that I just wanted to grow in that situation, but instead lost the situation I was in. I fought with myself by being stuck between the idea that progress requires the destruction of my status quo and wanting the status quo back.
But, in the end, I mostly cried while looking at old screenshots of me having fun with someone in Sky. I cleared out my account and deleted it on my PC and phone.