sentiment_dissatisfied

Jul 27, 2024

Album cover of Misguided Roses

Today was just a usual Saturday for me. I stayed up until 4 a.m. for some reason, despite not talking to someone, and I kept at it until it became 5 a.m. and then I slept shortly after eating a very early breakfast and getting take-out.

I woke up at around 3:40 p.m. and I just felt hammered. When I checked my messages, I saw that someone messaged me that Susan had passed and I immediately felt sad. I honestly couldn't believe it. I was shocked to hear that and I just took a while to process it. I spent the entire afternoon doing other things, mostly trying to level up Nilou in Genshin and eventually getting enough stuff for her to level up. I also sang along to some songs from the 2000s that I liked and made a playlist about it.

In the evening, someone reached out to me and they messaged me. We talked for a while about Susan and how they felt about it, and I tried my best to console them about it. Then they said they needed help in Sky and I said I was down for it. Then they never messaged me after that. Whatever, I just spent my night doing other things and I stayed up all night.

Album cover of Misguided Roses
I'll BeEdwin McCain
And tell me that we belong togetherDress it up with the trappings of loveI'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lipsInstead of the gallows of heartache that hang from aboveAnd I'll be your cryin' shoulderI'll be love's suicideI'll be better when I'm olderI'll be the greatest fan of your life
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