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Jul 28, 2024

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50% Sleep

I can't believe I spent half of my day sleeping.

My Saturday session of staying up kept going until 7 a.m. the next day. I don't recall doing anything noteworthy, just talking to people online but none of them are anything noteworthy. I guess I kind of wasted my time. I also got take-out again after having a hard internal debate about it then I gave the rest of it to my sister, which still had 1 whole cup of rice, 1 untouched chicken part, and a lot of gravy. I talked to her for a bit while she was eating and she thanked me for it, then I decided to sleep.

I had the longest dream I've ever had. It felt like I was in a haunted house, exploring it with my classmates/people I know. I was the cameraman and had my personal Internet hotspot, my old phone, a Microsoft Lumia 950 XL. Then I went home with people and they kept teasing me about when I'll get a girlfriend and stuff like that. It was pretty weird. Then I felt something stuck inside the right of my ear and I kept scratching at it until I pulled out a few bills and that somehow broke me out of my dream because my ear felt itchy in real life.

Then I woke up to a lot of messages from someone, and some were just deleted. I checked the time and it was 7-fucking-p.m. in the evening. I really couldn't believe it. I slept 12 hours and basically wasted 1 whole weekend to sleep, cumulatively. I replied to a few people who had messaged me, ate dinner, and tried to make the most of my evening.

For the evening, I saw a few projects that forked my Ghost theme and I saw that one of them had implemented a dark theme incorrectly. Since I wanted to one-up them, I wrote a dark theme toggler in one evening and it took a while for me to code, but it was mostly done by 11:00 p.m. I also had time to complete my dailies in Genshin and ascended my Fischl. What surprised me was that I finished things very quickly. What took years for me to implement and think of just took me only a night without planning and on a whim. I'm really wondering what more I'm capable of if I weren't so lazy. But then again, I tried pushing myself to the limits recently and I burned myself out. So I guess I should just adjust the pace I'm currently on.

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