Sep 14, 2024

Today was surprisingly average, despite hanging out with friends. I stayed up the entire night doing random things and I slept in the morning because I was tired by then. I woke up for a bit to message Ane if we were still g for today and we were just waiting on Nathan, so I just slept for a bit longer. Ane eventually called me while they were on their way to BGC. After a while, I got ready and booked a ride to that location. Eventually, I arrived and met Ane and Nathan at Fully Booked. They eventually tried to share a few things with me but couldn't tell me the full story. They asked how I was doing and I told them I had no life updates, which was kind of a half-lie, but whatever. We eventually got to Bread Talk and I ordered some bread from there, but it wasn't that good because the bread wasn't hot, even though I had asked for it to be reheated. We ate at Marugame Udon nearby and the food was okay there as well. I ordered alongside them and paid for it because that was what we talked about. We got our orders and talked for a while. I probably rubbed some onion in my eyes because my right eye got irritated. But Ane got on with her story and told me about it. After a while, an unknown number called me and it was the same angry motorcycle dude from a few days ago. I essentially got berated and argued with them, and it was a stressful experience because I was in front of my friends. The whole argument seemingly went on for a while and my food was getting cold, so I just muted them and my voice input to talk to my friends, and the guy eventually dropped the call. It was really stressful and kind of ruined my appetite because I didn't eat much after that. It was so off-putting. Ane eventually told me the bulk of her story and then we had to Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf a little bit down BGC High Street. I got coffee for them and I also got coffee for myself. Ane eventually caught me up to speed with her story and our discussion ended there. Ane and Nate were doing something and Nate specifically was preoccupied with something related to Ane's story, but that was it. They asked me what was going on in my life and they really thought I had something to say or a story to tell them. While I did, I didn't really want to tell them. I wasn't sure if I could confide in them about the things going on in my life. The past stories I told them kind of colored their view about me and I don't want more stories to make their view worse. I just gave them the generic "me being busy with my own things" speech. I also told them that I would rather be happy and quiet on my own than cause drama or a mess in someone else's life, which Ane and Nathan immediately understood. We just did other things before we had to leave. We walked for a bit until Market Market and talked for a bit, but then we had to leave and I shoulder-hugged them both before leaving. I booked a ride home and eventually got into their Discord to talk and play games, which continued my night.