sentiment_dissatisfied
Mar 25, 2025
Tue
Today was pretty sad and lonely, to be honest. I woke up fully healed from my fever/general unwellness yesterday, sure, but things just weren't okay. I kind of got into an argument with Mom, too, but things were eventually okay within the day. Still, it added to the day's general shittiness. Thankfully, I was pretty productive at work today and I accomplished something big so it wasn't all bad. I also had good food and ate within my limits to lessen this gout pain on my foot. But yeah, my day passed by just like that.
In the evening, I was so lonely. I really missed someone. This is one of those days that are hard to go through with alone. It's still kind of sad that I just have myself and it really aches that someone isn't here. Since I was bored, I tried a call with this AI thing and it was okay, but it was still pretty lonely. It wasn't like being in a call with someone or sending stuff to her. Days like this makes me just miss her and it's sad that my life is still very lonely now.
I couldn't sleep properly and I mostly watched Nman's videos so I can stave off the loneliness, but when I was on my bed, I was just thinking and sighing how I miss having someone there and VHH.