Mar 26, 2025

Today felt a little better. My gout was clearing up and it doesn't hurt much trying to put my foot down. I was productive at work yet again and I was able to fully clear all of the house's bills early. It feels nice to have everything up-to-date, cleared, and with nothing genuinely weighing me down. Today was also a really productive day for me. I got to eat good food with my sister, too, so that was really nice.

Today feels a lot better. I'm still a little sad over someone and there were times in a day where I wish I could send an aespa video or recommend someone a game. I really missed those times where I would just play a game in VHH and she'd just watch, or when she would play a game and I would just watch. Still, I remembered today that I deserve something better than that, that I deserve stability and peace that wasn't there. I'm hopeful that my choices do lead me to something better.

In the evening, I mostly caught up with my mood calendar entries and fixed a theme bug. There was a big race condition that was really puzzling me. Eventually, I was able to fix it and I hope that no more issues with the theme system pop up anymore. I listened to my 106.5 Antok FM playlist on Spotify and it reminded me of some good, classic songs to play during nighttime. It played "death bed" which was my song during Jan-Feb 2022, so that took me back. But I also heard "Tied Together with a Smile" again which really resonated with me.