No way

Friday still had me crying and a bit hurt from what my friends said yesterday. Even though they still tried to cheer me up and make me feel okay by asking about the wallpaper, it wasn’t enough and remembering what LK said just made me cry more and more. My friends didn’t notice it that much, though and I just streamed some FNaF timeline video while they tried to watch and passed out. I watched the video the whole way through, so it was nice to catch up with the lore. I also got this massive headache which I wasn’t sure was from the crying or dehydration, but my head was hurting.

After that, my friends eventually woke up for work and we stayed on call for a while before we disconnected so I could get some sleep. I couldn’t get sleep, though, and I just stayed up the whole night just doing random shit. I left my friends a message if they needed the money now but I just did other things to pass the time. In the morning, I decided to leave for work since the weather was nice enough. I booked a ride to the office and this was also the time where my friends asked me about why I cried and stuff, and I eventually told them everything once I got to the office.

She seemed receptive enough, surprisingly, and said that they’d change even though they couldn’t be a safe space. I didn’t ask her to change, though, so I hope this was a genuine change coming from her heart and not just lip service. It was also nice seeing her type out a sorry and apologize, which I guess made me feel better. But I know for sure that nothing will change and our shtick will always be this one-way thing, but whatever. For the rest of the day, I chatted with her on and off, and I had my usual fun day of being in the office. My coworkers teased me using this AI-generated pic of me using Google’s Gemini. I had lunch with them and it took us a while to find a proper place to eat at. But we had lunch and I accompanied some of them in coming back to the office, but then I had to rush back so I could attend my meeting.

My usual workday followed and it was pretty chill. I had to stay for a bit because I had a late meeting and I just did some work before leaving for the day. I haven’t got proper rest in 24+ hours so I just excused myself from calling my friends and got rest until the next day where I promised I’d accompany her like usual.