But when you call me “baby”

Thursday started out as a big relief for me because it was finally the end of a long weekend and a well-needed break before a long weekend. I needed the long weekend because my stress levels haven't gone down in a while. I started the day off by being in a call with someone and I was just using my phone to call on Discord, and not use my Mac. We both got food during this time and we just watched some scary videos on YouTube. After that, we pretty much called it a night and I went to sleep because I had on-site work tomorrow.

For work, it was a pretty smooth-sailing day for me. I got teased as usual because I'm sitting next to my coworkers, but it was funny and I just laughed it off. We went out in the morning to get coffee. We ate together for lunch and my order took so long to complete, they even gave my order out to customers that came after me, which was weird and a bit annoying, but I was glad to come back and my coworkers had just started to eat, too. The rest of the day was pretty chill and fun, I mostly just finished tasks for the week and I got the screws that were needed to fix someone's Nintendo Switch. By the time my shift ended, it was raining really hard and I'm glad I got to wear my rain coat properly for the first time, so that made my night. My bag got so wet, though, which made me think of just buying a cover for it in the future.

When I got home, it was completely dead-silent. Like I had felt like I was one of the lowest points of my life. On a hunch, I checked someone's Mobile Legends account and I caught them lying about not playing the game and stuff, when I can clearly see that they've been playing with their ex. This just makes my night spiral and I felt sick to my stomach. I put in so much effort and gave them so much money, more than 250,000 Pesos at this point, and the whole time they seemed to be someone else's girl. I felt sick and got the same anxiety I used to have over them and I just couldn't take it. I was still able to try and “repair” the Switch by removing and replugging the ribbon cables for the LCD, but it didn't work. So even that was a bust. For the rest of the evening, I just decided to confront someone about it and bring it up when they got back.