Jun 11, 2024

I couldn't sleep properly today due to me and someone still not talking. I tried to sleep early, sure, but I woke up at around 1:40 a.m. or so and stayed up from there. I didn't want to sink into my thoughts so I just played Overwatch 2 to pass the time. I played and played until it quickly became 4 a.m. and I was still running through matches. In my last match, I had the same team as I had in the game before (except for 1 person). It was us 4 again and we really coordinated, used team chat, and organized ourselves. We also found out that our enemies had the same tank and support as the enemy team from the last match. We have our all and they put up a good fight. We actually won that match and I felt extremely hyped, like I was so elated. I cashed in on a win and I stopped playing Overwatch after that and tried to sleep.

Unfortunately, I couldn't sleep well and I woke up groggy. I timed in for work and began my usual, boring day. Morning tasks were done with nothing much happening. During lunchtime, I played Overwatch again and had a really good game where I even got POTG. It was funny because I had the perfect setup to destroy 3 members of the enemy team and it worked flawlessly. I stopped playing with some spare time remaining during my break. Then, out of the blue, an old friend messages me on Discord and asks how I'm doing, and all that. We had a fun conversation, mostly catching up since we haven't talked since January (and we haven't talked on Discord for years), and that was that. My afternoon tasks were nothing noteworthy and my shift quickly ended.

After timing out of work, I just played Overwatch and ended with a good win again. I just spent the rest of the evening doing random things, napping, and other things. Eventually, Rachel invited me to play games and we played a bit of Stardew. I actually had to gift her the game because she couldn't library share with her brother. And we played a bit on a new save. Since the game was chill, I actually vented to her about how I was doing and the horrible situation I was in. It was the first time I'd opened up to a friend about my current struggle. It was painful telling them and the pain doubled when I remembered something that someone did, but since they already knew me, they just understood what I was going through. She then told me about her life and romantic experiences and we just talked while playing. I eventually decided to remake a new Riot account and only add her so we could play Valorant again. I finished installing Valorant and the night continued from there.